When I was in America a year ago in middle school, I’ve been fed into their ideology and thoughts, I began to think this is normal because in America I wasn’t religious at all, I rarely prayed or read the Quran but I knew I’m a Muslim. I began to have thoughts of being gay or specifically having lust to male but still see woman as beautiful. Is there any way I could get on the right track before I go too far and is it possible if I ever commit anything relating to same sex relationships that allah will know my struggles?