Mulla Sadra, Tabatabai and Imam Khomeini mention two paradises called "Garden of the Essence" (Jannah Al liqa) and "Garden of the attributes", with the "Garden of the acts" being the lowest station. Are the first two gardens immaterial and non corporeal? Or is it corporeal with a higher manifestion of the reality of Allah? I'm having trouble reconciling that me wanting a corporeal paradise is actually a lower form of paradise and that I'm not aiming high enough. But I feel that I really want a corporeal paradise for myself and not a non corporeal one. But am I making an error this way? I find the idea of non corporeality scary and non appealing, bit in this way I'm asking for a lower reward. Though is my desire valid and non erroneous? Am I bad or underachieving for wanting a corporeal paradise?