I was hoping to get some words of advice and hope. I am a new mom to a six month old and have been struggling with balancing different aspects of my life and it is constantly draining and discouraging. I try my best to pray my five prayers but often pray them last minute or end up missing them as I’m taking care of my baby when I’m alone. I understand taking care of a child is highly revered in Islam but I worry about my hisab on judgement day because if my prayers aren’t accepted none of my good deeds will be as well. I also worry if I won’t be worthy of the intercession of the Ahlulbayt (as) as there are so many more mumineen who are better in their deen than me and I feel like I disappoint the Ahlulbayt (as). My husband says I often have a negative view of religion and am too strict on myself.
I heard the narration of how the quantity of salawat one refuted can tip the scales on judgment day so I tried to increase my recitation. Are there any other tips you can share or piece of advice?